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I never knew how difficult it is to say sorry until yesterday.

I can't seem to string up the 5 letters into this magic word.

But, in the end, I said it.

虽然我是多么的不愿意，虽然我是多么的不想说，在最后，我还是说了。
因为自私的想法对大家没有好处。
因为我的的确确是因该。

I thank God for giving me the courage to press the Send button, I thank Him for leading me to the "right" place, where I need to go.
Although I had a million misgivings, I guess I cannot be so 孩子气 anymore. As what you often say, "the world doesn't revolve around me."

Deep inside, I know... I know that my sorry is for the sake of saying sorry. Not that I don't feel sorry, but I do not want to say to them.
Up till this very day, I am still bothered and upset over the way they do things or the way they talk. Yes I admit...over the years, I have accumulated too much dislike that it's too thick to erase now.

I know and I agree that they are harmless people. But, I cannot register the way they do things and their ideas at times. And because I cannot tell them off upfront, all the displeasure and hard feelings build up. Yes, there are times when I talked about it but it often leads to more arguments because you will never understand.
I know its hard on you.. But end of the day, things are not going anywhere.

Yes I know.. I do not need to think too much about it. Just ignore them. Just nod my head and move on. Blah blah blah...
I guess we are all different people so do not expect me to react the same way you do.
Of course, I can only pray about it.. pray for the strength to overcome those negative feelings. pray for the strength to take things easier.
try to stay calm...and look at the other side. try to be in THEIR shoes.

Yes, I will and I should be able to.

I am a roller coaster

I must have been a coller coaster in my previous life.

Full of Ups and Downs...Turns and Roundabouts.

Things happened so fast that I don't even know what's actually going on.
Maybe I know, but I do not have the solution to it; yet.
And because I do not have that solution yet, things are going round and round in circles.
I can picture myself trapped in this square box. I am walking. I keep on walking..but I am met with a dead end at some point. I seem to be going nowhere.

I am tired. I feel crap from the lack of sleep. My head feels like splitting. The eyes are sore. My energy level is at all time low. I hate such stuff. It REALLY zaps away all the positive energy. and now I have no mood to do anything else...

But I am still thankful that I can find a lil peace at work. Some colleagues are on leave these few days and yeah, personal space is really something I need now.
And of course, most most thankful that I have my favourite people to talk to in times like this.

MOo MOo on the LaWN

Yay!!! I FINALLY found my dream mug!
I wanted to change my office mug eons ago, but just could not find the RIGHT one.
I just feel that its imperative that i get a right coffee mug. Afterall, it's my soulmate to hold for my morning perk-me-ups.
Talk about the art of cupping a warm cup of coffee and sipping it slowly...hahaha!

The mugs I seen the last few rounds were either too big, too small, too loud, too colourful, to kiddish, too plain.

I almost wanted to give up and use one of those plain old mugs ... until I found Moo Moo!

The mug and the lid comes seperate but I find both so cute and apt!

The lid is made of good quality synthetics, GREEN and has a little FAT COW on it! Hence, the name; Moo Moo on e Lawn. Its so apt for my job..although yeah cow is still a cow and not a bull. But, whatever right?!

The mug is white with blue prints. Its the perfect size for coffees. Its handle is strudy and strong. Its texture is smooth and matte.
Best of all, the prints on the mug are quirky with a dash of office humor... I LIKE!!