A Break

I am tired...really really so tired ..

Mentally and Emotional tireness weighs me out and drags me to a worser state than never before.

I am still stuck in the rut. As much as I try to get out of it, it sinks me in deeper and deeper.

I need to find myself back. I am lost and have not been found.
I have to keep on searching for me. I lost me. My mind, my spirit and my will. I will find it back one day, i'm sure. But i don't know when. I hope soon.

Leaving for a break tomorrow. Bali seems like a good place to find myself back.
But i don't know if it can be done.. a little apprehensive